I really think I’m going insane :(...?

Steph, maybe that's one of the keys to your problem. we cannot except Jesus-into our lives. he has to call us. Not a sign cal by hearing a voice, but he changes us . All of our old ways disappears, not because we are trying to be good, because all of our goodness is as filthy rags according to the bible. we come different and out desires changes to wanting to do things Gods way and not our own. Our taste in music change our lives change. Now I'm not guaranteeing that if this happens someone is saved, but I do know some of the things that a true born again christian will experience. The world no longer means so much as to want the things in it as before. read the book called: I hope God will save me from familyradio.com. It's a very good booklet. Very short and free and so is other materials you can down load or read. Okay? Only Christ can save us and we never can come to him , because he has to do the saving and only him.. Have you heard about Judgment day on may 21, 2011? Yes we are only 1 month and 25 days away. We are almost there/ This is going to happen. The bible guarantees it. Learn more at wecanknow.com ebiblefellowship.com and familyradio.com. God is merciful, so now is the day of salvation. We are almost at the end of the world.